|May. 13th, 2003 06:54 am Rantings|
Ok, I give fair warning. This post is going to be a rant. Pure and simple. It is nothing personal towards ANYONE that I know.
Why is it so hard to find DMs or Storytellers that will let me play and not exactly nice character? What is the problem with Chaotic Neutral? The way they are written in the books, they can work well in parties. *sighs* The lateste thing is this. I have an opportunity to play in a LARP on Firdays. My friend talked me into going with him. The original charater idea was to play a Tremere that was a dom. Yes, a dom in the whole BDSM sense. My friend was going to be my "pet" Gangrel. The concept was very cool. The big thing was, yes there would be some sexual tension, but he was my pet. And this is for a game! It is not like we were going to be doing live sex shows for other people's entertainment. What is the problem? The Storyteller has not even seen the idea and already I have to change it. My "pet's" girlfriend is not happy with the concept, so now I either have to come up with a new charatcer or get rid of the pet idea. Simple right? Wrong. I got all excited about the character and her pet that I wrote out a background and everything. The two characters were supposed to have been together for fifty years. *sighs* That is a rather large chunk of her unlife and all of his.
I know I am probably sounding selfish, but just once I would like to play a character concept the way I originally came up with it. Oh, well. I guess it is back to the drawing board. I will have to come up with something. I generally do. I just have to get the original idea out of my head. Maybe go to the other extreme? Maybe play a prudish character. Ha! That would be too funny. A vampire prude.
Oh yeah, the "greatest" thing about all this is the fact that the girlfriend will not even be playing in the game. As far as I know, she does not have an interest in playing Vampire at all. *sighs* Sometimes I hate being a nice person.
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